I felt the same way about writing when the war first broke out. It didn't feel right to write about anything besides the war, but at the same time, I didn't really believe I had anything to add. Sometimes just knowing you're not alone in the defeat and finding people who feel the same way can be a beautiful thing.

Congrats on the three boosts! Imposter syndrome is a real hassle to overcome. For what it's worth, I think your writing is pretty spectacular.