I really hope you don’t look at this as a personal failing 🥺 it’s hard to run publications, and i don’t think there’s a single person who faults you for it not taking back off in the way you’d hoped. Medium asks a lot by demanding publication owners do this all for free. It’s a very flawed system. I don’t think this comes down on you at all, Liberty. I hope you’re doing okay and continuing to heal!