That's actually an oddly unique part of my conflict. DMT has played such a colossally positive role for me in life that I fear that quitting weed would be giving up the lung tolerance that enables me to take the drug that's been nothing but positive for me. Ayahuasca I suppose would always be an option, I suppose, but far less accessible. Have you ever tried either?

That's nice to know that about 12 step programs! Now you've got me curious about what some of the more open minded secular ones are like. And doing a thing like that over zoom I think might be especially useful. Having the motivation to go in person would be a lot.

Huge congrats on a year clean! That's amazing.