Your descriptions of your experience with psychedelics are fascinating. That’s a truly enormous dose to begin with, especially of that specific species. Penis envy mushrooms are very strong, and I’ve had powerful experiences off less than 2 grams before. I can only imagine what 5.5 must have been like for you.

Is DMT a substance you’ve learned much about? Your descriptions of the visual element of mushrooms remind me a lot of my experiences with it. I was surprised to learn recently that the two are chemically almost identical. DMT I consider to be the drug that’s been the very most helpful for me in life.